Lost

I believe

That everything in the universe

Has an opposite but equal

Double.

A counteract

A balancing factor.

Like how 1 has -1

And peanut butter has jelly

Like that.

I think

It may be true

With humans too.

I met this person

Once upon a time

And they reminded me so much of myself

And it was the most beautiful friendship I was ever lucky enough to be a part of.

And now

I think back

And I miss it

So much.

I miss the laughter

I miss the love

I miss the trust

I miss the balance

I miss the perfect imperfection

Of that perfectly imperfect

Friendship

That felt more like a bond

Connection

Than anything else.

So I went on

Shoved it to the back of my mind

Tried hard to forget about my now former-friend

Tried to ignore them

Where he's at

Where he wants to be

His friends

My friends

I try

To ignore it all.

I fail.

I latch onto every detail.

I can't help it.