Math class

"Why is your foot there"

"I have long legs"

Every exchange

Every feisty back-and-forth it's just

Me

Connecting the only way I know how

Simultaneously protecting myself

And bringing you in

I can feel you

P u l l i n g yourself away from me like it's hard

And there's the problem

You want to poke me touch me stand close to me whatever

W h a t e v e r

But you know you can't

What about the one you say you want?

And I'm over here maybe enjoying it because it's nice to be liked

But knowing I should stop playing with

Your feelings that you

Would never admit were there

We are both hiding

For all the wrong reasons

Other people entered the picture so

This is not us anymore

QueenBee

VT

14 years old

More by QueenBee

  • Festival

    Long day

    past where morning sun shines and into the dark huskiness of night

    fluorescent lights beating down 

    then flickering off

    a fanfare

    a reflection

    a redemption

  • Instincts

    Some things are just instinct

    like when I just ran to you

    as soon as I saw you

    and hugged you for -

    oh yeah -

    the first time

    very very platonic of course

    you're my big brother.

  • Flying solo

    Your solo is like sun shining through the clouds in my heart

    it's like a platonic ballad

    it's like you are playing

    through first loves

    and forbidden loves

    and grass in the summer

    and crunchy chips