Me, Myself and I

I feel completely

Lost

Alone

By

Myself here.

No company

Could fix this.

Drowning in my own emotion,

Melting in the not-yet-summer heat.

I can't think straight,

Can't be

That person

For any longer.

I look down at my hand.

The smiley face.

The bracelet on my wrist.

Both representing

Different things

And yet, the same;

You are not alone.

We are here.

Let us be there.

I try and I try and I try

I try

So hard.

Me

Myself

And I

Make terrible company.

I crave human existence

But once I have it

I wish for alone time.

I

Have never been completely

Alone

But sometimes

I feel like it.

QueenBee

VT

13 years old

More by QueenBee

  • Glimpses

    Noise

    Warming up

    Keys

    Fingerings

    Chatter

    Laughter

    The chorale

    Stopping

    Starting

    "Again"

    "I know you can do better than that"

    Serious but

    You also love it

  • Cornered

    Cornered

    I put my hands up

    Like you taught me

    Only now

    You're the one attacking

    "Helping" because

    You "just want me to feel better"

    And I braced for impact

  • Distracted and angry

    I'm distracted.

    Why did I let myself become so reliant

    Dependent

    So stupid

    Ugh I'm so mad.

    So mad.

    I let myself become distracted by silly things I could want

    I let myself want them