Me, Myself and I

I feel completely

Lost

Alone

By

Myself here.

No company

Could fix this.

Drowning in my own emotion,

Melting in the not-yet-summer heat.

I can't think straight,

Can't be

That person

For any longer.

I look down at my hand.

The smiley face.

The bracelet on my wrist.

Both representing

Different things

And yet, the same;

You are not alone.

We are here.

Let us be there.

I try and I try and I try

I try

So hard.

Me

Myself

And I

Make terrible company.

I crave human existence

But once I have it

I wish for alone time.

I

Have never been completely

Alone

But sometimes

I feel like it.

QueenBee

VT

13 years old

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    Two kids

    The song

    The beat

    The rhythm

    You know the rhythm, don't you?

    Pulling you up

    Pulling you to me

    Out there

    I know it's scary

    Couldn't we let go and not care

    Just for tonight?

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    Giddy is the exhilaration

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    Getting excited

    For what, I don't know

    Counting down the days until I can see you again

    (Summer is hard)

    Reading love stories

    Listening to love songs

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    I cried.

    I looked at the photos,

    The Polaroids,

    And I cried

    And cried

    And cried.

    I couldn't feel anything.

    My heart was bleeding

    And I couldn't feel it.

    I cried

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