Medalists

I watch videos of award ceremonies when I feel empty

And I look at the shiny gold

At the nice suits,

 

And I convince myself that 

That's me in those suits!

All these people are celebrating what I, a husk, did!

My neck feels the strain from all the honor!

Bearing on my body.

Yes, that's what it is.

Honor.

 

Then I shut my laptop, and the dark comes back,

And I remember that I am a parasite.

wph

VT

17 years old

More by wph

  • Poetry

    By wph

    Thread

    Do you feel your head unspooling into the universe?

    The strings are fraying at the edges, 

    irreparably stained with the stardust at the ends

    Of the many worlds you stretch across.

  • Poetry

    By wph

    Sacred Holy Dream

    Yes, Alice thought as she drifted deeper into sleep from within that lightless and beautiful place, make it stranger now. Make it all new again.