Next to you

Next to you

Not a big deal

Natural

Normal

Eyes

Joking

Teasing

I could touch you

The bracelet on your wrist

Our bracelet

I could talk to you about it

I'd lose my train of thought

I'm scared of being close to you

Because I don't know

If you wouldn't like it

Or if it's weird because me thinking you'll be weird about it makes me weird about it

And I like being able to think straight

And I can't

With your eyes on me

Dark brown on hazel

Like

Magnets

I want to write my fanfics

My fantasies

Even though I know they'll never happen

I don't know if I want them to

I'm scared

We have the emotional

Mental connection

Physical...sort of?

I don't know if I want that

I don't know

It's hard to say what I mean in person

I love you

Is it friend love

Or in love?

What is love?

I was told there is no should 

But without should I don't know what to do.

Can't figure out my next words

It's time to go

I think I mean them

Do you?

 

QueenBee

VT

13 years old

More by QueenBee

  • Glimpses

    Noise

    Warming up

    Keys

    Fingerings

    Chatter

    Laughter

    The chorale

    Stopping

    Starting

    "Again"

    "I know you can do better than that"

    Serious but

    You also love it

  • Cornered

    Cornered

    I put my hands up

    Like you taught me

    Only now

    You're the one attacking

    "Helping" because

    You "just want me to feel better"

    And I braced for impact

  • Distracted and angry

    I'm distracted.

    Why did I let myself become so reliant

    Dependent

    So stupid

    Ugh I'm so mad.

    So mad.

    I let myself become distracted by silly things I could want

    I let myself want them