Next to you

Next to you

Not a big deal

Natural

Normal

Eyes

Joking

Teasing

I could touch you

The bracelet on your wrist

Our bracelet

I could talk to you about it

I'd lose my train of thought

I'm scared of being close to you

Because I don't know

If you wouldn't like it

Or if it's weird because me thinking you'll be weird about it makes me weird about it

And I like being able to think straight

And I can't

With your eyes on me

Dark brown on hazel

Like

Magnets

I want to write my fanfics

My fantasies

Even though I know they'll never happen

I don't know if I want them to

I'm scared

We have the emotional

Mental connection

Physical...sort of?

I don't know if I want that

I don't know

It's hard to say what I mean in person

I love you

Is it friend love

Or in love?

What is love?

I was told there is no should 

But without should I don't know what to do.

Can't figure out my next words

It's time to go

I think I mean them

Do you?

 

QueenBee

VT

13 years old

More by QueenBee

  • Ticket

    "Having a career isn't all that there is in life."

    You think I don't know that?

    I know it isn't.

    But I also know

    That this is my ticket into the real world

    And I'm not going to blow it

    For silly parties

  • The way

    The way we can laugh

    The way we're so at ease

    The way I can't stop looking at you

    The way I can feel you

    Next to me

    Like I'd be happy wherever I can have this

    The way we can grab each other's hands

  • The Dark

    I'm not scared of the dark

    I don't trust it

    I don't trust what it could reveal

    I'm not scared of the dark

    I'm scared of my mind

    I'm scared of the games my brain plays 

    I'm not scared of the dark