Not Enough

I get bored, playing the same tune over and over again.
I love writing with all my heart,
but I don’t wanna make a chore.
And lately, I’ve found..
That’s what exactly I’ve been doing
They say “ you don’t have to write every day”
But when I don’t, it still doesn’t get any praise. 
Not even a comment, or a smile.
Am I just out of touch with that sincere melody I had with writing? 

It all just seems like a memory.
Writings used to come to me.
like it was nothing.
But now I spend hours, just trying to find just a few words.
I don’t find that inspiration anymore.
And all of the writings I make lack that flawless feel.
Even right now.. as I making this writing
It’s taking me forever to write.