notes

take note of everything I say

my feelings are rooted in symbolism and poetry

my femininity washes over me

and a guilty realization sets in

I get to play both parts in my head

man and woman

narrator and character, building a story book around me

tweaking the others roles as much as I can

deluding them, holding them up to expectations they don't and can't meet

I create characters of everyone I know

and then I piece them into myself

I steal motifs and emotions from everyone else

and become the patchwork puzzle held together by pink glitter glue

TheDemiDevil

MD

16 years old

More by TheDemiDevil

  • August 10th/Hurt

    I feel like I'm imposing

    Which isn't fair for you to do,

    It's not fair that you make me feel like I'm on the outside

    I hate sitting here, trying to reignite what once was

    I thought we we're doing this anymore

  • unkept (wo)man

    subjugated to solitude eternal,

    only perceiving and watching love,

    maybe receiving it but never understanding it

    never internalizing it

    it bounces off. Doesn't stick,

    unkept and unruly and unclean.