Number crunching

Time crunch of number crunching

calculators I didn't know we could use

a packet I'm so screwed for 

a teacher who doesn't teach

I have never been this panicked

meltdown mode

I don't know how to do this 

and we're going to check it today

and I'm going to be wrong

I'M SO TIRED OF BEING WRONG

I honestly tried really hard

I used my class time

I brought it home

and it's not done and I'm so scared

and I don't know what to do

I joke about it but it hurts

because I'm supposed to be the smart one

and I am being set up to fail

am I angry?

Disappointed?

I guess I'm just overwhelmed

and stressed

and nauseous

Penguin81

VT

14 years old

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