I can’t breathe
No matter how hard I try
I’m still gasping for air
Drowning in the silence
Or in the noise
My own mind
Suffocating me
I can’t breathe in
Can’t breathe out
There’s no more
Oxygen left
In this crowded room
In my lonely bedroom
In my loud classroom
All chaos
Not organized chaos
Not organized
Like a ball of yarn
Got unraveled
And a three year old
Tried to roll it back up
Can’t find the start
Can’t find the end
Knotted
Messy
Out
Of
My
Control
I've been trying to work on myself
On my mind
On my heart
On my interior
But no one sees that
You can't photograph how pure a heart is
Or how smart a mind is
How good of a person you are
I want to cry
I want to let it out
Each tear
A reminder of my failures
Each tear
Filled with my fears
Each tear
A bottle of sadness
Maybe anger
I want to cry
What happens if I fall in love
And no one's there to catch me
What if I give them the world
And they ask for the universe
What do I do if falling in love
Is like free-falling but not knowing where
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