Price of Fame

Fame can grant you fortune 
But it may lead to destruction 
With full of time and effort
With interviews, money and respect going high
It also leads to hate, obsession, jealousy and lies
Tabloids, magazines, TVs and news
To the point where I just can’t continue with lots of negative views
Being famous I thought was having it easy
Was full of hardships and obstacles that I wasn’t ready
For thinking I was prepared was me being delusional
To me looking back wasn’t as bad as I thought in conclusion
Nostalgia for the past grew more and more each day
Where I just can’t take life that is too complex from the start till today
For every simple act I had done
Before all the events that lead me here today
Wasn’t so bad as I thought they would lay
I wish I may, I wish I might,
To turn this fate around and make it alright 
And for that, I want to change my destiny