Turning the handle
Feels like mornings up too early
Stepping into the steam and heat
Warmth against the cold chilly mornings
Frost on the ground
Feels too early for colored leaves
Because they mean change
They mean another year gone
Another year coming
Alarm going off at 5:30 a.m.
My first instinct is
Jazz band!
My emotions catch up a second too late
Yes jazz band
No you
And suddenly I am so sad
So lonely
So tired
Chasing myself out of the house
Because otherwise I'd never make it to school
My motivation for getting there early
Is gone
Hot showers way too early
Before the crack of dawn
Mean comfy jazz on rainy days
And snowy times in my favorite room but
My favorite person is somewhere else growing up
Without me growing
Up and
I am trying to
Failing
This place is not meant for growth or maturity
The nostalgia cuts like a knife
I want last year back
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