Silence

      SILENCE
S hattered, falling apart in the nothing
I mmobilized by the lack of joy, frantic searching everywhere but to no evail
L istlessly staring into the empty face in the mirror hoping, but doing nothing
E ndless is the self hatred, at least thats how it feels
Nothing makes me smile when i feel like this
C restfallen from the sugar high that ended in a pencil tip in my palm, trying to feel something, anything
E mpty. broken, and too tired to lift my head, and use the voice i was gifted with.