Sometimes I just want to call you
Run away from the world
Even though I don't even like you anymore
And you certainly don't like me
And we probably never worked that great together anyways
Not that I have your number
Not that I wish I did
It was intentional
But sometimes I just want to call you
And tell you things
I let myself cry
And it felt like my heart was being ripped out of my chest
Exploding
Shattering into the sky
I felt like I was dying
Each day it gets easier
But when it catches up to you
I'm so old
I know I'm not really but
It feels like it.
Like I'm a teenager
For real this time
Like I'm normal
And my parents trust me
And I can text?
And I'm normal
You created memories
And then got to move on
Leaving them untouched and perfect
Mine are being trampled.
Walked all over by my friends
My peers
I can't DO this
This constant emotional bombardment
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