Teenager

I am a teenager

My life is not simple

I am traumatized and scarred

And doing my best

But it seems like adults can’t see this

All they see is an anxious little girl

Who doesn’t seem to care

And yes I am anxious

But I am not a girl

And I am not little

And I can promise you I care

I have suffered

And I have feared

And yet I am still here

So instead of looking at me and thinking

What a poor little girl”

Look at me and think

He is strong”

He has seen horrors and yet he still stands”

You do not have to celebrate every little thing

But I would appreciate the silent understanding

If you would look at me and think

I may not understand, but I respect”

Posted in response to the challenge PAST CONTESTS – Teenager: In Writing.

Fainting Goat

UT

15 years old

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  • My Depression

    Some days

    It’s hard to find

    A reason

    To get out of bed

    The depression claws

    At me

    Begging me

    To just stay there

    Sink into the darkness

    And disappear

    But I don’t want to

    Do that

  • My Best Friend

    As I stood there

    Crying in the rain

    I stopped and stared

    At the sunset before me

    My tears fell faster

    As I remembered

    The feel of his arms

    Around me

    And thought of how

    Distant he’s been

  • Waking Up

    Look

    I’m sick and tired of all this shit and pretending

    Look

    I’m sick and tired of all the fairytale endings

    Look

    I don’t know how I’m supposed to survive like this

    But look