But then

i haven't written in five months,

and i regret it every day

my room is a mess,

but i don't know where to start 

the homework is piling up,

and my perseverance is dwindling

i need to practice more,

but I can't find the motivation to

i barely read anymore,

yet that is one of the main things i love

everything is changing, and i'm only three weeks into high school

i'm missing my middle school teachers,

but then again i'm making new bonds with my high school teachers

i have barely any time to do other things,

but then again i'm filling my schedule with things i love

i'm drifting away from people i thought would be with me forever,

but then again i'm making new bonds with amazing new people

high school is so different, 

but then again it's not that bad