The thing I want to say

There has been something

Building in my throat

For the last few months.

Burning

Needing to say it,

I need to say it,

I can't go forever

Not saying it.

I don't know

What it is

Exactly.

How to say

That you are everything

Everything I love

Everything I could possibly want

Dream of

Wish for?

How to say

I love you

But meaning so much more than words could ever convey?

How to play you a song

That captures everything

You've done to me?

The thing I want to say

Is waiting,

Pressing against my lips.

How to say it?

One day

I just let it all out.

I feel free.

The thing I want to say

Is not one-sided.

The thing I want to say

I now can

Without feeling pressured to constantly

Knowing I would regret it if I didn't.

The thing I want to say,

I say everyday.

QueenBee

VT

14 years old

More by QueenBee

  • Festival

    Long day

    past where morning sun shines and into the dark huskiness of night

    fluorescent lights beating down 

    then flickering off

    a fanfare

    a reflection

    a redemption

  • Instincts

    Some things are just instinct

    like when I just ran to you

    as soon as I saw you

    and hugged you for -

    oh yeah -

    the first time

    very very platonic of course

    you're my big brother.

  • Flying solo

    Your solo is like sun shining through the clouds in my heart

    it's like a platonic ballad

    it's like you are playing

    through first loves

    and forbidden loves

    and grass in the summer

    and crunchy chips