True love

True love.

Love that's true.

Love you know

in your heart

is you and another person.

I guess I like to think I'm in love

I never really know.

I say I am to little kids who ask because I want to be confident!

I want to have my life locked down.

I want to know who I'm going to marry and if we're going to have kids

and what those kids will be like.

I just want to know if it's true love or just my delirious fantasies.

Hawaii?

I want to go.

I want to go... with you.

How long is that going to last?

If one depressive episode washes my life away

and I hit send and stop caring and wreck my life

there's no control z.

If I lose you I'd lose myself

and I believe I can get over anything

but I'd have to write you out of my heart and out of my brain

and out of my life 

and it would take forever.

A lot of songs

a lot of hate

a lot of sad.

What if I fall out of love?

What if I was never really in it?

What if I can't fall in love because I can't love myself?

I've spent my whole life trying.

What if I keep failing? Over and over?

Who's gonna love me then?

What happens when you realize you deserve the best

and I'm not it?

What happens if I'm lying to myself?