Trustfall

Trusting 

  f

   a

    l

     l

      i

       n

        g

                     into                  you

I have never

                               will never

don't know.

The shadows descend like

my nightmares

w a i t i n g

in the places where

I

             can't

see

             them

and there is

light

not the kind I loathe

not artificial

 

the one I want

 

Trust

           fall

I have

n

e

v

e

r

fallen so

 

hard

QueenBee

VT

14 years old

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  • What I want

    I wasn’t

    Sure.

    Not one hundred percent.

    I knew I wanted it

    But I wasn’t prepared last time

    We weren’t ready last time

    I’m surprised I was ready this time.

    But I was -

    We were.

  • Hindsight is 20/20

    I am here to say this

    in only facts

    because I don't rely on feelings.

    Fact:

    Your Mr. Remarkable is quiet.

    Cold.

    Closed off.

    Didn't interact unless

    absolutely necessary

    smiled maybe twice.

  • Island

    I would feel -

    relaxed if I were

    on an island by myself.

    I could forget about

    my life

    forget about overdue math

    and whether I'm behind or not

    doing the right thing is always wrong