Unreal

Sometimes I can't believe that you're gone

Sometimes it feels so unreal

Like when I tried on the cutest pair of jeans

My first thought was "I can't wait to show him"

When I tried new makeup 

"He will call me his pretty girl like he always does"

Or when I smell your cologne 

The first thing that comes to mind

Is when you'd always say "what do I smell good or something?"

When i would bury my face in your neck

When i hold your sweatshirt

I remember being in your arms

When I hear your name

It feels so unreal

To remember that I lost you