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Sometimes I can't believe that you're gone

Sometimes it feels so unreal

Like when I tried on the cutest pair of jeans

My first thought was "I can't wait to show him"

When I tried new makeup 

The door will always be open for you

I'm still waiting at it

Hopefully I'll be able to leave the doorway soon

But if you ever knock 

I'll come running without a second thought

You are not alone

You'll always have me

Even though its from a distance

Even though we don't talk anymore 

You'll always have me

If you need me 

Im only a tap away on your phone

I found myself in the things I love

In the music I listen to

In the books I read

In the posters on my walls 

I found myself 

In my favorite drink

In going to the beach

In writing poetry 

I've been asked a lot,

If you had one wish what would you wish for?

Blowing out candles on a cake,

What did you wish for?

Blowing the seeds off a dandelion,

What did you wish for?

I wish 

You act like it is so easy for you to forget me

Like it is so easy for you to move on

Like it is so easy to pretend we never happened 

So why is it not easy for me?

Why is it so hard for me to forget you?