I used to love fall
nostalgia, pretty leaves
now time flies faster.
I used to have friends who visited my house
just to say hi
who biked by
without a trace of jealousy of any boys I liked
boys who take up all my time.
I used to play outside
trick-or-treat
laugh and joke
the embodiment of autumn.
Now
I sit alone
inside
not content but not unhappy... well
contemplative
will I ever be that joyful again
or is that something time takes away too?
I saw a photo of our band from last year
our Wind Ensemble
the intern we all fell in love with
the conductor we adore
everyone was together
and I just...
gah.
I wanted to yell STAY
Sack race
thirteenth birthday party
start of seventh grade.
My two BFFs since kindergarten,
the one that slipped in from fourth grade,
the two I met in fifth -
then of course my party girlfriends
How lucky am I?
To feel loved?
In a household and a family and a school that makes me feel not worth it
not good enough
and I found someone outside of it all who loves me?
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