Wasted

i’m shaking. 

i’m in tears. 

i’m hugging my pillow so tight i can barely feel my arms, 

 

my heart is pounding in my ears 

loud enough for everyone to hear my fears 

 

my chest so heavy, like a fifty-pound weight was dropped on it 

like they tied the heaviest object they could find around my heart

 

because why 

why do i have to be the one who can’t breathe

 

“what a waste”

ezzy.66

VT

13 years old

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