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I stare at you, taking in all of your beauty now that you’re showing me something different 

How you seem to change every year 

It’s cute honestly 

I can’t sleep 

I’ve been staying up past my time for days 

10 PM  

10:30 PM

Jumps to 11:30 in the blink of an eye 

I’m scared of love 

Really, I am 

I don’t know how to love 

All I know is how to defend 

Defend my heart

“I love you,” I tell you as I rest my head on my pillow 

Thinking 

Wishing 

Hoping 

“I didn’t mean to upset you” 

You truly didn’t, did you 

I’m not placing the blame on anyone but myself 

You did this with who?

What if I were her? 

What if I was the girl you liked in 5th grade, the one with long, silky hair 

The one with a slim body

A pretty voice, beautiful eyes…