When the silences grow stone cold
And you don't fill in the gaps in conversation -
When I can't bring myself to change the subject
But we both know it has to be done -
When I can't find words,
For once in my life,
When I am out of things to tell you because I have told you everything.
Is this how it's supposed to be?
What now?
My salvation
The song.
Not supposed to at school
I do it anyway
How else can I think?
Not straight.
Walking on board
Dreading the chatter
Nonstop noise
Chaos
Hate it hate it hate it.
Failure.
It's not a familiar word to me
Because I am never failing unless I know
I haven't tried hard enough
Been my best
But that was failure.
Not by me,
By them,
I let myself cry
And it felt like my heart was being ripped out of my chest
Exploding
Shattering into the sky
I felt like I was dying
Each day it gets easier
But when it catches up to you
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