what you become

I’m a blank sheet, a book unwritten,

A sponge, as dry and brittle as the desert,

ready to soak up my surrounding,

no matter what it is, no biases,

taking in, paint, water, blood, fire, dirt,

everything and nothing,

brand new and yet so, so old.

The white becomes millions of colors,

Going through billions of possibilities,

All at once in a trillionth of a second.

It mixes together, 

the beautiful, brilliant shades, 

becoming dull, broken brown,

No matter what you add or what you change,

the brown stays,

and you always stay the same.

lonelynature

NH

15 years old

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  • history

    My history is written,

    Enclosed in the minds on those who knew me,

    Twisted and fractured.

    Changed by time and perspective,

    Stored in the records of the country,

  • in my head

    Silence, loud, deafening silence. I can’t look her in the eyes, but I can’t rip mine away, so I stare. It’s not awkward or anything, I mean she’s staring too.