When I Wonder...

            Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if I had the courage to make a change in my life,
maybe things would have gone differently,
maybe they would've stayed the same.
These thoughts bother me every night,
they keep me awake,
and when I am not awake all I do is dream about them.

Sometimes I wonder what if I made the change now,
would things change between us,
or would they stay the same.
I can't get hung up on these thoughts, however,
because all they will do is haunt me
and make me not be able to think about anything else.
So I decide to let it be,
and let life do it's thing.