When I Wonder...

            Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if I had the courage to make a change in my life,
maybe things would have gone differently,
maybe they would've stayed the same.
These thoughts bother me every night,
they keep me awake,
and when I am not awake all I do is dream about them.

Sometimes I wonder what if I made the change now,
would things change between us,
or would they stay the same.
I can't get hung up on these thoughts, however,
because all they will do is haunt me
and make me not be able to think about anything else.
So I decide to let it be,
and let life do it's thing.
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izz_midnight

NH

15 years old

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    hidden away.

    I’ve always wondered

    What it’s like to be myself

    Openly and honest

    And not hiding behind bookshelves

    Waiting for someone to see

    And let me into their heart.


    A guy is knocking

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  • Poetry

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    Outsider

    My neighbor is doing Duolingo across the street,

    He’s in his sixties learning a new language

    And I’m just eating leftovers, watching him,

    Wondering if he’s practicing French for his husband.
     

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  • Poetry

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    See you, brother

    I don't think you're a waste of space,

    I'll give you my room and my pillow

    As long as you make the bed afterwards,

    And close the windows to keep the rain out. 

     

    I don't think your not enough,

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