When I Wonder...

            Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if I had the courage to make a change in my life,
maybe things would have gone differently,
maybe they would've stayed the same.
These thoughts bother me every night,
they keep me awake,
and when I am not awake all I do is dream about them.

Sometimes I wonder what if I made the change now,
would things change between us,
or would they stay the same.
I can't get hung up on these thoughts, however,
because all they will do is haunt me
and make me not be able to think about anything else.
So I decide to let it be,
and let life do it's thing.
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izz_midnight

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16 years old

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    flicker, flicker

    The light flickers in my bedroom

    as I brush my hair;

    I remember that theory that it’s someone dead trying to speak to you,

    I’m sure it’s just a thing from movies.


    The light flickers again in the bathroom 

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  • Poetry

    By izz_midnight

    Hello Summer

    Hello Summer,

    I see you on the boardwalk;

    In every screw, and plank, and scratch,

    Your every nook and my personality match. 

     

    Hello Summer,

    When you're sad, your hot tears shed

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