I wish I was...
Beautifully sure of myself like Ae
Bouncy like M
Comfortable in my skin like L
Confident like N
Cool like T
Cute like E
Energetic like A
Fearless but never conceited like Aa
Funny like Le
Mature like Ao
Pretty like C
Quiet like S
Silly like O
Sophisticated like J
Sweet like P
Talented like Y
Relatable like Av
all these incredible girls' girls
almost-women
and I am not them
or like them
so all I see is jealousy
broken wishes
fractured pennies beneath the fountain.
Long day
past where morning sun shines and into the dark huskiness of night
fluorescent lights beating down
then flickering off
a fanfare
a reflection
a redemption
Some things are just instinct
like when I just ran to you
as soon as I saw you
and hugged you for -
oh yeah -
the first time
very very platonic of course
you're my big brother.
Your solo is like sun shining through the clouds in my heart
it's like a platonic ballad
it's like you are playing
through first loves
and forbidden loves
and grass in the summer
and crunchy chips
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