Wishes thrown into a pond

I wish I was...

Beautifully sure of myself like Ae

Bouncy like M

Comfortable in my skin like L

Confident like N

Cool like T

Cute like E

Energetic like A

Fearless but never conceited like Aa

Funny like Le

Mature like Ao

Pretty like C

Quiet like S

Silly like O

Sophisticated like J

Sweet like P

Talented like Y

Relatable like Av

all these incredible girls' girls

almost-women

and I am not them

or like them

so all I see is jealousy

broken wishes

fractured pennies beneath the fountain.

QueenBee

VT

14 years old

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    Anticipation.

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    Confessions.

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    I talked with this third grader on the bus

    she asked to see my watch face. 

    I showed her and said, 

    "this is me and my boyfriend at a concert we played

    at the Flynn"

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