Yeah I know

What's wrong with you?

Why can't you take a joke?

Why don't you ever go anywhere?

Why don't you talk to anyone anymore?

Yeah, I know.

I laugh at myself in the mirror and I hide from the group chats.

I say things and I'm screenshotted everywhere, posted to other people, and then they all get mad.

Sorry I say stuff.

Not really sorry.

I'm done with trying to please people.

Yeah, I know something's wrong with me.

None of you have ever loved me despite that.

You wanted the attention.

I'm done with that, too.

Yeah I know I'm melodramatic. Could you cut me some slack?

Yeah I don't go anywhere. 

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Can I just be me without judgment?

Jeez.

Leave me alone.

QueenBee

VT

13 years old

More by QueenBee

  • Glimpses

    Noise

    Warming up

    Keys

    Fingerings

    Chatter

    Laughter

    The chorale

    Stopping

    Starting

    "Again"

    "I know you can do better than that"

    Serious but

    You also love it

  • Cornered

    Cornered

    I put my hands up

    Like you taught me

    Only now

    You're the one attacking

    "Helping" because

    You "just want me to feel better"

    And I braced for impact

  • Distracted and angry

    I'm distracted.

    Why did I let myself become so reliant

    Dependent

    So stupid

    Ugh I'm so mad.

    So mad.

    I let myself become distracted by silly things I could want

    I let myself want them