Yeah I know

What's wrong with you?

Why can't you take a joke?

Why don't you ever go anywhere?

Why don't you talk to anyone anymore?

Yeah, I know.

I laugh at myself in the mirror and I hide from the group chats.

I say things and I'm screenshotted everywhere, posted to other people, and then they all get mad.

Sorry I say stuff.

Not really sorry.

I'm done with trying to please people.

Yeah, I know something's wrong with me.

None of you have ever loved me despite that.

You wanted the attention.

I'm done with that, too.

Yeah I know I'm melodramatic. Could you cut me some slack?

Yeah I don't go anywhere. 

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Can I just be me without judgment?

Jeez.

Leave me alone.

QueenBee

VT

14 years old

More by QueenBee

  • Festival

    Long day

    past where morning sun shines and into the dark huskiness of night

    fluorescent lights beating down 

    then flickering off

    a fanfare

    a reflection

    a redemption

  • Instincts

    Some things are just instinct

    like when I just ran to you

    as soon as I saw you

    and hugged you for -

    oh yeah -

    the first time

    very very platonic of course

    you're my big brother.

  • Flying solo

    Your solo is like sun shining through the clouds in my heart

    it's like a platonic ballad

    it's like you are playing

    through first loves

    and forbidden loves

    and grass in the summer

    and crunchy chips