Yeah I know

What's wrong with you?

Why can't you take a joke?

Why don't you ever go anywhere?

Why don't you talk to anyone anymore?

Yeah, I know.

I laugh at myself in the mirror and I hide from the group chats.

I say things and I'm screenshotted everywhere, posted to other people, and then they all get mad.

Sorry I say stuff.

Not really sorry.

I'm done with trying to please people.

Yeah, I know something's wrong with me.

None of you have ever loved me despite that.

You wanted the attention.

I'm done with that, too.

Yeah I know I'm melodramatic. Could you cut me some slack?

Yeah I don't go anywhere. 

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Can I just be me without judgment?

Jeez.

Leave me alone.

QueenBee

VT

14 years old

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