you

you make me feel like

it's okay

everything is fine

when i'm freaking out

when i'm nervous or scared or feel like i did horribly

you're always there.

you try to call even if you're too busy to

you answer my spammy texts whenever you can

when i just need the company

you say you love me when it matters

you make me feel special

you make me feel worth it.

you play silly games with me

whether that's truth or dare or kiss marry kill

or anything

you answer everything honestly

and so i do, too

because i don't want to

i can't

lie to you.

you talk to me

intelligently

respectfully

but you're open too

and i love that

because i spent so long trying to get you to trust me and love me

and here it is

it's all worth it now.

you make me laugh

if it's a silly text that makes me giggle

or jokes or puns or dad jokes

it's so nice to laugh

it's so nice to love being around you

i love being around you.

maybe it's too early to know for sure

but the kisses and the hugs after

feel like

even though i'm burning burning burning fast and crazy and all the things

you don't dilute that you're just -

you.

do you know how magical that is?

do you know how magical that is to me?

QueenBee

VT

14 years old

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