Waiting to Bloom

Why does it feel
like I'm being pushed back to the
lonely
unpredictable
days of 2020

The Spring was a beginning of
something no one knew about
it was strange and confusing
and made me hurt with longing 

Halloween is almost here.
We are decorating and preparing and are so excited for something more normal in a world of confusion and surpises.

 Things are getting better
but still not great
only just barely good compared to what we had before...

 We were so lucky
to have our friends always by our sides
literally!

So yeah it has gotten better