who am I?

I'm lonely 
and
I realized 
I don't know who I am
I don't know why I am 
I barely know where I am 
the best I can come up with 
is who the people around me are
why they are
and where they are
but I still don't have the answers for myself
so I sit here wondering 
who am I?
why am I?
Where am I?
I feel like I lost my identity before I even had it
and I'm scared
of who I'll find 
deep inside myself
if I look.