lost.

lost 
I am lost
beneath the waves 
of my own feeling 
wrapped in layers of worlds only I can access  
and cast aside like an old toy 
lost 
I am lost
in my blankets 
comfort made of quiet tears 
broken dreams
and intentionally forgotten memories 
lost 
I am lost
in my smallness
the insignificance
yet great importance 
I have to uphold 
lost 
I am lost
in this world of reality 
where talking is hard
yet writing comes easy 
and feelings arise 
from thin air
lost 
I am lost
in the motions 
doing things only to please people 
I feel like an empty skin 
lost
I am lost 
in the hazy mist of my dreams 
only sometimes returning to sanity 
occasionally bringing ideas with me
day after day 
till time seems but a thought 
nothing can possibly bother me
when I'm lost in myself like I have been lately.