I am floating.
Not anchored in my body.
I cannot focus.
I cannot think.
They do not see how distant I am.
We're supposed to be watching a video, but I can't.
My eyes don't see.
My ears don't hear.
My brain won't think.
It's all so fuzzy.
I cannot escape.
I am floating.
Not anchored in my body.
I am disassociating.
I am nowhere.
And yet, I am everywhere.
Scattered in a million pieces.
Sometimes
I wake up
And I just can’t
I can’t get up
I can’t go to school
I can’t go get my meds
Why?
Because sometimes
It’s too much
Accepting this world
Is just too much
And I just can’t
Make myself
Blood
Hands
I look around
How did I
Get here
No
How did we
Get here
To this place of
Rioting
Festering
Loathing
Hatred
When I was young
Before we bonded
Bullies belittled me
And it broke my heart
Because I felt it in my bones
But now that we belong
With each other's beautifully
Breathtaking selves
Their words don't break
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