Dreaming

We were in Montreal

But this time you were there

And my friends

You said you liked my skirt

We got up from dinner

Everyone walked around

I walked close to you

You were taller than me, like in real life, too

You rubbed my back and my waist

Kept me close to you

It wasn’t weird

I liked it

A lot

More than anyone should

Looking up at you

Having you there

Like that

Intimately

Not awkwardly

Not weirdly

Like perfect

Forever

And when I woke up

I thought maybe

This could be

Something

QueenBee

VT

14 years old

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    I wasn’t

    Sure.

    Not one hundred percent.

    I knew I wanted it

    But I wasn’t prepared last time

    We weren’t ready last time

    I’m surprised I was ready this time.

    But I was -

    We were.

  • Hindsight is 20/20

    I am here to say this

    in only facts

    because I don't rely on feelings.

    Fact:

    Your Mr. Remarkable is quiet.

    Cold.

    Closed off.

    Didn't interact unless

    absolutely necessary

    smiled maybe twice.

  • Island

    I would feel -

    relaxed if I were

    on an island by myself.

    I could forget about

    my life

    forget about overdue math

    and whether I'm behind or not

    doing the right thing is always wrong