Dreaming

We were in Montreal

But this time you were there

And my friends

You said you liked my skirt

We got up from dinner

Everyone walked around

I walked close to you

You were taller than me, like in real life, too

You rubbed my back and my waist

Kept me close to you

It wasn’t weird

I liked it

A lot

More than anyone should

Looking up at you

Having you there

Like that

Intimately

Not awkwardly

Not weirdly

Like perfect

Forever

And when I woke up

I thought maybe

This could be

Something

QueenBee

VT

14 years old

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  • Auditions

    I like auditioning. I like it because it makes me feel special - I like the anticipation, walking in that room, and just getting to play what you've practiced. It's predictable. 

  • Deja vu

    I've been here before

    I know this feeling

    the impending sense of

    happening.

    It's going to happen

    it's inevitable

    is this a mistake?

    I will back off so fast if you tell me you don't want it.

  • Remarkable

    I don't know you

    I want to

    but not yet.

    I know you are more useful to me as a faraway rival

    of extraordinary difficulty

    than as a friend right now

    I also know I won't have a choice next year.