We were in Montreal
But this time you were there
And my friends
You said you liked my skirt
We got up from dinner
Everyone walked around
I walked close to you
You were taller than me, like in real life, too
You rubbed my back and my waist
Kept me close to you
It wasn’t weird
I liked it
A lot
More than anyone should
Looking up at you
Having you there
Like that
Intimately
Not awkwardly
Not weirdly
Like perfect
Forever
And when I woke up
I thought maybe
This could be
Something
Everyone's playing Christmas music
Christmas movies
break is in two weeks
we're already preparing our favorite meals.
And I'm lost.
Not good lost,
not lost in the holiday cheer -
I'm just depressed.
I've never understood the phrase
hopelessly in love.
It's in all the books,
it's on TV.
Characters meet their special someone and bam
they're free falling
but they have their safety nets
you make me feel like
it's okay
everything is fine
when i'm freaking out
when i'm nervous or scared or feel like i did horribly
you're always there.
you try to call even if you're too busy to
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