C-L-S

I would let the world burn

If it meant I could see you one last time

I could let the skies collapse 

if I could press pause on time 

we stayed up til one a.m. last night

thirteen girls in a living room simultaneously laughing at nothing

& yelling at each other to please please please shut up.

we had ice cream cake and hawaiian pizza

I see someone that I wish I looked like and I hope she is living a perfect life with the right body and doesn’t have to stay up as late as I do in order to feel things and doesn’t even know about me or what I do while I wait for things t

i could describe my father in one word 
brickwall.  

Petals, once brilliant,

now a bruised, crimson stain.

A wilting sigh,

a silent scream,

a last breath.

Decay's slow dance,