Crescent_Moon

i see you 
standing there
upon the ledge

i want to run to you
but i am frozen
and my legs
no longer work

so i scream
and tears are
runnning down
my cheeks

my chest is on fire
and i gasp for air

All I can hear is the whir of my fan and tick of my clock
although time and space have no meaning
for in these midnight hours all meanings pass away
and the world becomes darkened by the absence of the sun

I'm trying so hard
not to be bummed out
but what I really want to do
is to scream and shout

I know that life 
has never been fair
but this seems outrageous

I want to leave my house
I want to leave my state