izz_midnight

izz_midnight

NH

15 years old

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  • Mitosis

    i'm split in two;

    an exact replica on the outside,

    my code is all the same. 

     

    the original me;

    who knows which piece,

    you'll have to tear me apart to just see. 

     

  • the ending

    I'm finishing the story,

    How can it be true?

    I'm nearing the end;

    There is no future to see.

    It doesn't feel real

    But it is—it's all going to be over. 

    Months it's been since this world's been right,

  • didn't you know...?

    Do you know it hurts to leave me here?

    Bleeding, scarred, begging for someone to see,

    And you won't shed a single tear—

    Even though we've been through so much—for me. 

     

    Didn't you know?

     

Loves

  • Poetry

    By Bee.Lover

    It's dark out now.

    Stinging my eyes

    The tears come

    Pouring down

    Relentlessly.

    Still breathing 

    Still warm

    Yet dead 

    To me

    And me alone.

    Grief floods me

    Again 

    I'm drowning 

  • When You Are Old

    When you are old and too tired to sleep,

    Steeping like your lemon tea

    In ancient memories and dreams,

    I wonder if you’ll think of me.


    When your forehead’s deeply lined

    With remnants of the tears you cried

  • Curl Cream

    I have been told

    To put curl cream in my hair

    Upside down, eyes 

    Straining against the ceiling light,

    Curls straining toward the tile floor,

    Bunching.

    I will smell

  • May 4th

    It was kindergarten

    specifically May 4th, 2018, to be exact

    we had just moved into our new house

    I had been at the after-school program that day