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I wonder what I look like

In your eyes.

What I look like

In your dreams. 

Maybe I'll be gone,

But please carry on. 

Don't be shadowed in the dark,

There's a young child sitting on the bench 
Her father sitting next to her 
And they're calm and it's peaceful 

oh, how hard it is to watch them

Today I am afraid 
For today my life 
Lies in the hands of people 
Who see me as a monster 
A destroyer 

You know what I was robbed of

who I don't get to be anymore

yet you,

you sit there and flaunt it.

I felt myself losing.

Leave me.

I don't want to see you

and talk to you and 

Fall into me,

and make me agree.

The leaves turn red,

and disconnect from themselves.

Tell me I’m okay,

and that I have a life to live,

tell me I gave all I could give.