maelynslavik

maelynslavik

VT

14 years old

Posts

Loves

  • the pin

    i roll off from the table

    landing in a box filled with hay

    finally, i think

    i’ve found my rightful place

    then i look around

    the strings of hay

    entangling themselves 

    i bend myself to fit them

  • relentless

    a dream, swirling in my tired mind, a sequence of letters makes a word.

    my brain aches, an onslaught of countless words and numbers.

    Get up, grasp the dream, make it out.

    Get up, identify it!

    Get up!

    Get up!

  • Teenhood

    There should be a word

    For ages thirteen through seventeen.

    There should be a word

    Like childhood or adulthood

    That describes

    Being a teenager.

    Adolescence is one, yes

    But it doesn't fit.

  • I don’t know, I’m sorry

    I don’t know.

    I’m sorry.

    I don’t know if I can do this.

    I’m sorry. 

    I don’t know if I can do this for much longer.

    I’m sorry.

    I don’t know if I can do this for much longer and I’ve been getting tired.

  • pajama pants & regret

    i wore brightly patterned pajama pants today

    because it was blue-and-gray-go-wolves spirit week at school and

    they fit the whole cartoonish hearts theme. you

    wore black sweatpants and your favorite blink-182 shirt,

  • romantic

    i hate valentine's day:

    i used to be a hopeless romantic

    and maybe that's why i want to hide

    in a corner, staying unnoticed. 

     

    i love valentine's day:

    i used to love chocolate box