maelynslavik

It

was

terrifying.

Nothing more

nothing less

it could only be described as that.

I was shaking, actually

I don't know why I was so scared of doing this

Fireflies and sun

Thunderstorms that shake the house

Summer has returned

Even with my friends, I'm alone.

They date. They love each other.

I'm opening my phone

To nothing 

No messages, no emails, no missed calls,

All I'm getting is radio silence 

The sinking feeling in my heart returned

The one where you know something is wrong