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NH

15 years old

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  • Lavender and Gardenias

    Her room smelled of lavender and gardenias

    As we lay under silky rays of sun

    And danced around the truth in long, snaking sentences,

    Words falling over one another until they

    Became nothing, only syllables

  • nevermind, then.

    and the pale pink is fading from the morning sky

    the same way the words from the song i sang about you

    under my misty-cold breath

    died on my lips. i wonder if i would've waited forever,

  • Essay

    By star

    summers before

    I haven’t been to upstate New York since I was ten years old and we drove away from our house there without looking back.

  • I hate the sunset tonight

    Why won't the sky explode in a burst of orange-yellow-red radiance, turning each moment golden? Or fade into lavender laced with blue and whisper-pink, the world muffled and soft around the edges?

  • One of Those Girls

    I can't shake the feeling

    That I'll never be one of them

    Girls with lives made of honey and laughter,

    Girls with someone who looks at them

    Like they're laced with something unknown and magical,

Loves

  • again

    You know I think it just struck me I was sitting here reading summer poems tasting raspberry popsicles on my tongue but looking out the window,

     it's snowing out 

    and the trees and stone wall and everything,

  • november

    It's cold here, I reply to my grandparents when they ask how our week's going. It's cold, and wet, and already I am helping my friends put up Christmas decorations and string LEDs across their rooms, playing holiday music to try

  • first kiss

    darling i think the prettiest thing of it is that i

    have been dreaming about this moment since i was little,

    pressing my mouth to the back of my hand to see what it felt like to be touched like that,