ninestars

ninestars

MD

15 years old

Posts

  • speechless

    Sometimes words fall out senselessly,

    no meaning attached.

    But because they want to,

    not necessarily because

    they want to be revealed.

    It's as if my pen

    has control over me,

    writing whatever comes

  • relatable silence

    It's that time of year again

    where some "news" are formed

    and some "olds" are forgotten.

    The faces of friends

    become familiar again,

    while last year's math formulas

    do not.

    We come together

  • fifteen

    I am 15, a rising sophomore struggling mentally. Can’t motivate myself to do much, still dreading the first day of school. I often find the phrase “I can’t” pouring out of my mouth as I feel out of control, laying in my mom’s arms.

  • bloodshot

    My body

    drowning in a

    hoodie and sweatpants

    knowing it won't

    and can't

    muster the energy

    to get up.

    Not that I

    need to.

    It's the middle

    of the night.

    But it seems

  • this looks familiar

    When you’re trapped

    in a place you can’t escape,  

    routines that never end,

    drowning under piles of paper, 

    with the deafening sounds 

    of endless haunting expectations 

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