Zemira

Life. So many ways to describe it. Life is messy. Life is complicated. Life can kick you when you’re already down and spit in your face, telling you to stay down, don’t get up, that you’re worthless, pathetic, a disgrace.

i haven't seen you

in a while

i just wanted to tell you

you're my favorite

yes youre built in

related to me

yes ill always have you

but in another world

even though were states apart

i know

you're going

to give me

flowers

i know

you're going

to confess

to me

i know

i want to feel

the same way

believe me

i do

i know

i know

i know...

valentines day

less than a week away

ive never been
in love

something powered off
early

longing for someone
to notice me

i mistake that
for desire

was it a crush
or just
friendship

You've changed, you know? You last year wouldn't be moving like this, you last year would be disappointed in you.

How am I to know?

How am I to know the difference?