If Only

If only I’d never met you

If only I had been stronger

If only I had seen sooner

Just how abusive you are

If only I hadn’t let you

Turn my life to ruin

If only I hadn’t tried

To unmake you as the villain

If only I’d turned away quicker

As soon as you turned creep

If only I hadn’t let your hatred

Seep into my skin

If only I had seen you sooner

For the evil that you are

If only I hadn’t let you

Use me as you did

If only I didn’t know

That it was all my fault

Posted in response to the challenge If.

Fainting Goat

UT

16 years old

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