after all this time?

I hate how you couldn't see

What you did to me. 

The way my heart shattered

When you were with him.

 

I wanted you to be with me,

And hold my hand in the halls. 

I was your first friend,

So why couldn't you fall?

 

I fell of the earth, 

And my body was bloodied on the ground. 

Without you in this life,

My whole world spun around

 

And around,

And it never does stop,

Because you aren't here,

To start my heart. 

 

I promise I'll always cry

Even though you were never mine,

But I will always love you,

Even after all this time. 

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