Another random poem about my Helpless Love Life

People warned me,

turned against me,

said I was a fool.

 

Yet you I trusted 

but now that's busted. 

Still my love overrules 

 

And I don't wanna kill 

something so divine.

Who knew I could have

so much love inside?

Even through all the suffering, 

for you I’d still give anything.

 

You’ve turned my care into a curse,

my offer of aid into a disgrace.

You're always messing with my mind,

sabotaged all I tried to rebuild.

 

Now I lie in bed alone

clinging to all you left me.

I still look for your attention 

and I have cried so much

over your wandering affection,

over how I miss your touch.

Tell me how can I move on

when I’ve loved you so wholly?

 

But I don't wanna kill 

something so divine.

Highly doubt I could

even if I tried.

I’ve held on so tightly

though it’d suffocate me.

But even through all the suffering,

for you I would do anything.

 

JayJay

VT

16 years old

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