bad at it

It's midnight and I just had the thought I might be crazy, 

but I'd be lying if I said it was new to me.

It's not like I haven't been here before.

Did I say midnight? I meant 9:34, I just

made it later at night, feels more dramatic.

That's the vibe I aim for I'm just bad at it.

Bad at it

Bad at it

Bad at what?

I'm bad at giving myself what I need.

I'm bad at knowing the difference between who I want

and need to be.

I'm bad at saying what I want, and saying how I feel.

Guess I'm bad at being a teenage girl.

Because I'm bad at writing songs,

I'm bad at righting wrongs.

I don't know why it still feels so dark

when all the lights are on.