i was hooked
obsessed
for years
you were
my escape
my life
you helped
me
become visible
feel alive
valid
am i
invalid?
the last
time i saw
you
you
told me
it was all
a lie
i was the fish
hooked
stabbed
through the
mouth
bait
for attention
from everyone
else
a crown
making you
feel seen
and in turn
i am not
no one
notices the
fish
so maybe
i am
invisible
maybe
i have been
all along.
dear diary,
today is Christmas and I got a new Barbie.
she probably doesn’t like me because
i still haven’t taken her out of the
last year on my birthday
i wished for a soulmate
i didnt get one
not in the way i thought i would
but i have you
maybe you were what i was wishing for
i know youll always pick me
i blew out the candles
and made a wish
i wished for love
like i always do
but something felt
different
more melancholy
like maybe i wont
get my wish
i have my whole life
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