i've had
29
crushes.
the problem is
almost
none
were
reciprocated.
recently
i've developed
another
on one of my
friends,
forbidden.
to her
kissing
isn't a big
deal
to me
it is.
she's been in
long term
relationships
i haven't.
she doesn't
want one
right now
i do.
so i need
to hide
my feelings
and act like
everything fine
when
it isn't.
crush #30
unreciprocated
yet
again.
its like
walking through
a forest
where you
think no
one can
hear you
but yourself
you scream
at the
top of
your lungs
until your
insides burn
you're alone
i was hooked
obsessed
for years
you were
my escape
my life
you helped
me
become visible
feel alive
valid
am i
invalid?
the last
time i saw
you
you talk too loud
too much
i try to tell
you
to stop
you dont listen
overpowering
drowning me
with curiosity
too loud
overbearing
asking too much
i dont want to to
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