Dear Best Friend

Dear best friend, I never thought about losing you. I always thought you would be here. 

It came too close that time. 

Please understand I am begging you here. It scared me. It still scares me. 

I love you more than anything. I want you to be safe. How can I always do that?

Dear best friend, they know everything. I am so sorry. It scared me. I didn't know what to do. 

I can't lose you. I've lost too much. I'm still losing too much. You can't be one of those things.

It was too close.

Don't do that again. Ever. It scared me beyond my limits. 

Dear best friend, you are my favorite person. You mean so much to me. 

Dear best friend, you are the best part of my day. 

I worry whenever I see you upset. I worry in general. 

Please understand I can never lose you too. 

Dear best friend, I hope, with every fiber of my being, that I will still see you in the future.

Dear best friend, I love you.